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Voices; The Way To The Soul

by on Jun. 16, 2010, under Health, Life

While sitting in my clinic at the VA Hospital, awaiting a routine appointment, I became acutely attuned to the voices of the staff, voices I have known and respected for 25 years. Even though I could not see the clerk Mary Ellen, I knew her voice, and it comforted me to be amongst competent  medical providers whom I know and know me.

Then, minutes later as the staff Nurse opened the door to signal the next patient, I could hear the voice of my Doctor, David McKenzie in the hallway. This man is a saint and a savior to many vets. Again, the sound of his voice afforded more comfort….like home.  And from that moment forward for next hour I became intensely aware of all the voices of the innumerable number of staff I have come to know at the VA. This attunement  to voices remained with me the balance of the day.

How marvelous is the human voice. It is clearly an appendage of the soul. We know each other by our personality and intellect and physical features, and spend so little time listening to the melody and unique signature of  each one of our voices.  It is the voice of my wife that transports me to tranquility- especially in the shrill coarse climate of urban living. It is the voice of my friends in Tucson that have brought me 52 years of  joy and adventure. It seems that a friend never really has to identify themselves when they call as their voice has an immediate melody of recognition. I want to record all the voices of my pals and listen to their tones and tempers when I leave. So much more heartwarming than the static nature of a picture.

A voice is born near the heart. A voice is more US than virtually any other attribute. When a loved one dies, it is their voice we hear. When children speak and laugh it is their voice that is absent of deception.  I love to sit on my porch in the early morning and listen to the voices of the children at Sam Hughes Elementary School. It gives me hope to listen to the children who embody hope.

There is nothing that matches the grown up voice of a child I coached in Soccer. Even though they have reached adulthood, their voice is still similar to the one I knew when they were 10 and 11!  It is the source of the bond.

The voice and laughter of my daughter is on the horizon of our move to California. The humor and wit of my son draws me toward him. The voice of family, may be the most powerful force we know. It is the voice of love that trumps all material existence.

“His voice is as the sound of many waters” Revelation

“He ceased but left so pleasing on the ear

His voice,that listening still they seemed to hear” Homer, Odeyssey

It is the voices of Tucson that I will miss the most.

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  • Carolyn Classen

    Very  true Mike.  I like hearing different voices, their inflection, tone, etc.  I still miss my Dad’s voice, as he passed away 14 years ago.  And sadly, with internet email, we rarely hear each other’s human voices.  Rarely does anyone call me on the phone at home, they mostly send me emails to communicate.  Maybe in the far distant future, we won’t even need our vocal cords..l

  • Lydia

    Lovely piece, Mr. Brewer. Voices. Something to keep in mind in our everyday life: Enjoy the company (and voices) of your friends TODAY. When you are packing to move away from long-time friends, time becomes precious. Just when we want most to spend those last hours with those we love who are nearby, we find our time devoured by moving preparations.
    On the other end of the journey, however, are friends not yet met! Life is good.

  • missb

    This is so beautiful. I’m speechless.

  • Mike Brewer

    I would love to write some more nostalgic stuff but Word Press will not allow me through the Gates. Help, I am all clogged up! Do you know the cure for a clogged blog?

  • Mike Brewer

    Well maybe we will keep this one going after all.  Being a Winter Visitor is kinda cool.  Sort of like one of those “paradigm shifts.”

    • Ernie McCray

      Somehow I missed this in June. Beautiful story told equally as beautiful. Oh, the voices. Being an educator I’ve heard the voices of children all my life. Even though I’m retired I still work with children here in San Diego, doing drama and poetry and prose and movement, all things fun. There are no voices as precious and sincere than the voice of a child.
      I can relate to the voices of children who are now grownup. I feel uplifted every time I hear the voice of a  dear friend and ex-student of mine who lives in Tucson and who heads the Sahuaro Girl Scouts Council.
      I hear Tucson voices all the time, the voices of my mother calling me home for supper or balling me out for any one of my many “adventures” while growing up. I hear the voices of my childhood friends calling me out to play, our arguments as to who is “safe” or “out”… “Double dribble!”… “You only touched me with one hand! Touchdown!”…”Swish”… “Ready or not, here I come!”
      I can hear Mrs. Warner’s voice on a hot summer day: “You look tired, young man. Would you like a little picker upper, some lemonade or ice cream?” “Yes, ma’am.”
      I hear your voice, Mike. Warm. Poetic. Heartful. Filled with love. How marvelous is the human voice, indeed.

  • Mark

    I was reading a good post this morning http://financialhelpforunemployed.com/how-to-get-a-loan-with-no-credit and it seems to agree with you. thanks. Just makes you realize you gotta becareful.


About Us

Nearly native Tucsonans, Michael and Lydia Brewer were shuffled off to Tucson in their childhoods, Mike from downtown Dixon, IL, and Lydia from the hills outside New Kensington, PA. They met in a whirlwind of serendipity, married in 1982, raised three children, and are now preparing to trek westward to the beaches of California to cocoon. Five decades of attachment to the desert southwest inspire them to share the memories, joys, and sorrows of a full and adventuresome life in Tucson, as well as the trials and tribulations of planning and executing their migration to a spiritually nourishing coastal environment. Both Michael and Lydia believe that writing their way out of town will alleviate some of their separation anxiety, and provide closure and a fond farewell to the city that has nurtured them for the last 50 years.

 

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